Today was taxing, to say the least. Firstly, group went terrible; i didn't participate a lot at all, only when directly spoken to. i don't have to like going there, but i have to do it. i just dont' have to be happy about it.

Then grocery shopping. As much as i love to cook, i hate going grocery shopping. Especially when i just cannot find exactly what i'm looking for.

i'm really just tired, though. Not even really sure what else to say other than no one will ever force me to do things i don't want to do, even Master. Master never forces me to do anything, though i know it will raise his ire if i don't. But he usually doesn't ask anything of me that he knows i'm not capable of doing.