Master shared something with me today that he had never told me before. And it's given me the strength to keep pushing through with my healing, as well as my service to him. After all, if he can go through what he went through, i can get through this and still end up loving myself. He is truly the most amazing person to me and i'm sure i can be just as an amazing person as he is.

But really. i'm not that bad of a person, when it really boils down to it. i've been hurt, but who hasn't? The important thing is what i do from here on out.