i don't know what it is, but when i blog in the morning, the words just don't come out. i used to be such a morning person, but as i get older, the mornings just get more and more difficult to deal with. Yet that doesn't stop my body from waking me up at 5 am.

It's interesting how people change, though. i still find it amazing that my ex doesn't realize it's me that he's talking to. Have i truly changed that much that someone i was living with for over half a decade wouldn't recognize me now?