i started cleaning today, though it's not finished. But even if Master arrives and the room is in the shape it's in, it's enough for us to live with. It doesn't have to be sparkling, which is good because i still don't feel well enough to really do much of anything.

i'm reminded a lot of when i was younger and how badly i was affected by ear infections. My body is not very good at fighting them off, nor are my ears equipped like a normal person's. My Eustachian tubes are misshapen, so that fluid behind the ear drum doesn't drain properly, continuing the ear infection for many weeks past when it ought to have been cleared up.

Perhaps i'm thinking too much. This is, after all, only the second day i've been on medication. But i keep thinking about how i've had a single ear infection last for months, even up to a year, and i'm paranoid that this might not heal the way it should.