Tomorrow marks two weeks before Master arrives. i don't know if i can wait that long. The anxiety has passed and now all that's here is the excitement at how nice it will be to be in his physical company again. While we're always together spiritually, it's very rare that we get to be physical, so it's something that is really quite wonderful when it happens.

And, unlike the past few times, i don't have to abstain from orgasms for the next two weeks, because it's been a whole year since we were together. Generally, Master has me abstain because he wants to make sure that i'm properly worked up by the time he gets here. But seeing as i haven't had sex for a year, which is quite a long time for someone like me, he knows just how worked up i'm likely to be anyway ;)