It's been... strange adjusting to Master being gone. While we do have the internet as a medium in which to converse, i miss his presence.
But i've also come to realize just how much i'm ready to make a big step in my life. Master asked me to marry him and i've accepted. i want this so much more than anything else that i can possibly think of. And even though my last marriage was a disaster, i know it will be different with Master.
And, what's more, i have everyone's blessing this time around! My mom doesn't even mind that it means i'll be moving out of the country eventually. She knows that, with Master, i'll be safe and taken care of. That's a huge relief to me, since she never cared for my ex. And i could see why, but i was trying too hard to escape the life i was in with my father around to really care.
But this time, i'm marrying Master for the right reasons, not just because i want an escape. And that, i know, will make all the difference in the world.