i seem to be doing a bit better today. When the people paid to help me start attacking my support system, i do break down pretty badly. So when my counselor told me that i didn't need to be living with my mom nor being in a relationship with Master, i just couldn't handle it. It wasn't the first time she's told me this, but i will make sure it's the last. i will be looking into other alternatives to this group therapy, i think.
Master performed some maintenance spankings tonight. 30 paddlings on each cheek. It really helped reconnect me to my submissive side as well as to reaffirm that Master enjoys having me as his pet. Sometimes with as busy as our life gets, i think this is probably a pretty necessary thing.