i'm so afraid of a total failure of this project. What if no one wants to participate in it? What if no one likes it?
The problem is that this project IS me; from the very concept to really everything about it, it describes me fully and wholly. So i guess what i'm afraid of is a rejection of myself. And i know that's a lot of pressure to put on this one project, but i can't help but look at it that way.
And now i'm having a triggering moment with my PTSD. i'm sick of this and wish i could fix it.