After watching more episodes of Supernatural with Master tonight, i feel completely reconnected to me. i was starting to lose touch with that side of me that i liked, the side that had become overwhelmed by all my obligations to the outside world. i don't handle stress well, at all. Obviously. i hide away from my true self when there are too many outside stressors.
But spending that time with Master, reconnecting as Master and pet, as incubus and succubus, it was perfection. It's brought be back to myself.