Thursday, August 13, 2009

Finding myself

i've been spending a lot of time really being my true self lately; playful, fun, flirty, happy, all those positive things that i generally identify with myself. Sure, i have lower moments, too. i'm pretty tired right now, and i had a bout of anxiety earlier when i was meeting some distant family members (my grandfather's sisters), but for the most part, it's all wonderful.

And i'm being more honest with myself about myself. i don't want to hide my gifts anymore. Especially denying them to myself. That's a really silly thing to do. i am a succubus and i do attract my fair share of attention from everyone, males and females. i'm also an empath, capable of feeling and manipulating the emotions of others. These are things that make up me and i shouldn't deny them anymore.

So i think if i keep all that in mind as i move forward for the future, it should all be alright.


Rebecca said...

Sounds like a good plan ^_^
I'm pretty much in the same place right now just two steps behind you lol =/

May said...

Glad to hear things are turning around for you :)

Lilikka said...

@May: Thanks :) They really are and it's really a wonderful thing.

@Rebecca: Well, two steps behind still means you're moving forward! Keep going, and you'll get there <3