Sunday, August 30, 2009

This is not a good time for this

Mom had another TIA stroke and the imp has chicken pox. Add to that the fact that i'm going through PMDD right now, and i'm really ready to check myself back into the hospital. Only that won't solve any of the problems.

i'm trying my best to keep it all together, but it's so hard. It's like this is all coming down at once and i just don't know what to do. Master's been a bit preoccupied because he had to put his dog down. She was a good dog and i loved Precious a lot, so i can really understand why he's been thinking about her. He had a ceremony for her today and, although i couldn't attend in person, i was there in spirit.

But i feel as if i'm drowning and i never learned how to swim. It all feels like too much for me to handle.

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