i've been so out of sorts lately. Feeling like i'm just in the way. And like i can't do anything right. i feel like doing nothing but hiding away from everyone again. i know it's not healthy, but i don't know what else to do when things get like this. i feel like i just cause more trouble than i'm worth being around.

i don't know if this means my depression is back or my meds aren't working or what. But after being physically ill, now i feel emotionally ill and i just want to cry.