Not myself

i didn't feel like myself at ALL tonight. i don't know why. Maybe it's the allergy medicine? it's been causing me to be sleepy and out of it pretty much all of the day. i hate this feeling and hope to find something that doesn't cause this immense drowsiness while at the same time clears up the symptoms.

And i worry because it causes me to not be able to perform the best of my abilities for Master. Even after we had an amazing talk last night (and amazing play), i feel like i've really let him down today with how badly my allergies are getting to me. i hope to make it up tomorrow.