Yesterday was not a good day for me. i was emotionally torn down as well and mentally exhausted. But still, Master stood by my side and never gave up on me, despite pretty much giving up on myself. i would never physically harm myself because i am Master's property and i would not harm any of this property, but i certainly wanted something terrible to happen to me.
Yet and still, Master would repeat how much he needed me. i think it finally sunk in sometime as i was finally drifting off to sleep. So when i woke this morning, i realized that i do serve him because he needs me to. While he is an adult and can do things on his own, i know i make his life easier by doing things so he doesn't have to.