As i said before, i have been learning a lot more about this lifestyle and myself in general. And it's really a wonderful thing for me. It feels like such a life-long journey and i'm excited i get to travel along this path with Master.
i reached an epiphany this morning with him, actually. It was a clear moment when i realized that, no matter what i think i might want to do, the only thing that really makes me feel the best is serving Master in every capacity i'm capable of. Even if it means giving up time that could be spent doing other things that aren't really important. i would much rather give up those things than not serve Master.
And it was in that moment that i realized just how bratty i've been lately. It's amazing how a simple thought, a simple desire, can change things.