i realized today that as much as i've learned about this lifestyle in the past year and a half of living it, i have a lot more to learn. And i suppose that's only natural. Looking back on it, i suppose it's really silly to have thought i knew more than i did. After all, there's only so much one can learn in a year.
When i learn something new, i get this moment of euphoria almost. It's almost like a mental orgasm in a lot of ways. i have a passion for learning and a deep-seated need to learn new things. Master is good at teaching me as well. He's very understanding and patient with me.
i've been thinking that maybe it'd be nice to have a submissive mentor of some sort. Lately, i've subscribed to an RSS feed of helpful articles for submissives. i feel as if it's really helping me learn even more so as to better serve Master. And really, that's what it all boils down to for me: serving Master in the best capacity i can every way around.