Thursday, January 22, 2009


i feel like i'm full of nothing but horrible baggage. Not only does Master have my mental issues to deal with (and they're no small feat, what with PTSD, social anxiety and depression, it's probably enough to make someone sane stay far away), but i also have my mother and daughter. My daughter is not his daughter by blood, although i know he cares for her as if she were. But even still, i can't help but feel that it's something... not unwelcome, but just unneeded, maybe? And i probably shouldn't get started with my mother.

i don't know. Master claims it's not all baggage. But i certainly think that it is.

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