i hate having arguments with anyone, particularly Master. i realize that it's not always my place to speak out, but i do it anyway. The problem becomes that i can be a very opinionated person, particularly when i'm in my "crazy" headspace.
Thankfully, Master also values communication and won't let a matter rest until it's talked out and all the issues have been worked through. Which is good for us, as things could have gone pretty badly had we not.
i'm not sure what lesson there was to learn in all of this for me, though. Which is why i still feel so upset over it all. What happened was the direct cause of my mental issues and not just me being bratty. Maybe that's why i'm having such a hard time letting it all go.