Yesterday was hell. But that's not what tonight is about.
No, tonight Master wants me to share my fetishes. This is so awkward for me to share, because i'm not so good at explaining them to others. Some of my fetishes don't even make sense in my head.
Obviously, i'm into being dominated. That's probably my number one fetish right there. i cannot get off if i'm the one in control. It's not something i'm comfortable with. i mean, i've tried before with previous partners, but it just ended up being awkward and they had to take control in the end anyway.
i am masochistic in general, but pain in my erogenous zones is that much sweeter. Maybe it's like that for all masochists, but i've never met anyone else that's one. So, although pain given out of love is pleasurable, it's even moreso in certain areas, particularly my breasts. i don't think there's such thing as "too much pain" when it comes to my tits. At least, i've never come across anything that caused me to have to use a safe word regarding them.
i love to watch men masturbate. i don't know what it is, but there's something so... primal and masculine about it. Although i'm more attracted to the female form, watching a female masturbate just isn't as exciting for me as when a man does it.
i'm into watching bisexual porn. MMF is my favorite, but MFF is good, too. There's something beautiful about people who can appreciate the human body and the pleasures it can bring, despite the package that it's coming in (pardon the terrible, terrible pun).
There are other things that i'm into, i just can't think of them at the moment. i'm starting to get tired, but i think that thinking upon these beautiful, sexy thoughts will help me have wonderful dreams.