i don't make them. Ever. Making long-term plans makes me too anxious. What if something goes wrong? What if things don't go as planned? It's all too much to think about.
So, in a way, i have no future. i don't think about it. i don't plan for it. i just live in the here and now.
i don't even know where i'm going with this. Only i'm scared now that Master is making more long-term plans. i can't handle it. So i just feel like i'm only in the way and i ought to remove myself from the situation. After all, he's got a future and i don't.