So i've decided that i'm going to strive after the things that i want, within the confines of my relationship with Master. For too long, i let other people who weren't important decide what i should like. And, although Master decides what i do and how i do it, when he does allow me my free time, i would like to pursue the things that i want.
It came to me today after talking with my councelor today. She said that the choices we make can help me bring my self-esteem up, which is something that both Master and i have a concern about. So, in both therapy and counceling, that's what i've been trying to work on.