Saturday, March 7, 2009

Have you seen my sex drive?

Because i sure haven't and it's starting to really frustrate me. The new medication i'm on has pretty much obliterated it at the moment. Master is understanding, but i really am starting to feel like i'm not even myself anymore. My libido is part of me. In a lot of sense, it is me. And without it, i feel so lost and just... i don't know. It's starting to drive me crazy.

i'm not really sure what to do about it other than let the medication run its course and, hopefully, that'll be one of the side effects that'll eventually wear off over time. i've tried everything i can think of to get into the mood and nothing is working. It's enough to make me depressed, so what's the whole point of the medication in the first place?

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