i am terrible at meeting new people. When people come into my life, i'm often too socially inept to know what to do to keep them in my life. This goes for friends and casual acquaintances as well as more important people. Master is a big exception. i don't know why it works with him, but it does.
But i've been dying to meet like-minded individuals. It's just so difficult for me because i have no idea HOW to meet people and keep them near me. i think a lot of it has to do with me being boring and insecure. i'm so nervous that everyone is going to find out that i'm a boring person that i end up actually being a boring person anyway.
Maybe it's just that i need to develop interesting interests. Most of the things i like end up being pretty esoteric that it's difficult to find someone else who shares them.